6th November, 1943: Bombay to Poona

 "Wake up, we are almost in Bombay" brought me off the top rack-come-bed. After a wash and shave, I felt I could just sit down and watch the countryside flash by.

The desert, by this time, was many miles behind, here the vegetation is rich and dense. The cool morning, the scent of pasture and trees still wet with dew, was the same India that we had seen yesterday and the day before. Streams and lakes, ponds and rivers, pools covered with lilies, cattle knee-deep in thick pasture - it was like waking up in Britain on a summer morning. Occasionally, I could see a few big houses, the Indians appeared to be living under much better conditions, but a closer look revealed hamlets of mud and grass huts. And so near Bombay!

Like all towns I know, the slums are not hidden from the passenger's eyes. Never have I seen so many people living in such hovels, filth and disease must have been accepted by these poor devils as a matter of course. They live far more like rats than human beings, breeding and flourishing in this pestilential area. Some of the buildings are large blocks of flats, but each flat is a small self-contained smelly hole, housing a number far too great for good health. Such places should be burnt down, destroyed and forgotten. If one block should collapse, and by outward appearances, this is not so highly improbable as one might think, the hundreds would be rendered homeless. Without any sense of exaggeration, block busters would not be needed, a twenty pounder per block, and what have you...

Almost in the city, one sees places little better than the grass huts of the villages out in the country. Nearer the centre, the housing conditions slowly improve until one comes to the centre of large blocks of flats, separated one one side by wide streets, and on the other by narrow passages about three or four feet wide. All cities have their pride, and slums are usually pushed where few will see them, near the docks, around the gasworks, up against the good yards and railway sidings. The visitor sees the main streets and so often goes home with the impression that a certain town he has visited is a splendid credit to the city authorities. My man, if you must see a town, regard it also from a railway carriage window, do not bury your head in a newspaper. Bombay is like other towns, but what it has to hide is ten times worse than anywhere I ever saw in Britain.

The train pulled in, and two porters brought our luggage on a truck. They refused a rupee I offered them, it was not enough for them. If they live in a hovel such as some I saw, I can understand their greed. But, I was no millionaire at the time, and asking them when they would be rich enough to retire, I turned away. They followed me, and made it quite clear they would accept a rupee. I felt like telling them to go to hell, but was weak enough to give it to them. How many ignorant people, I wonder, are robbed right and left by this kind of people.

Our party of six had several hours to wait at Bombay. Having left our luggage in safety, we left the station, and walked thro' some of the streets that could hardly be called the main streets of the city. The district is an Indian native quarter - not slums by any means, but dirty and smelly. Unless I had been to India, I should still be under a false impression - India is mystic, the smell is a mystery, a very unpleasant blend of nauseating aromas - or shall I say "stinks". The pavements are covered with garbage - rubbish, puddles of dirty water, animals and animal dung, red blotches of dried spittle of those who chew the "beetle nut". Beggars lie in it all, others stand or sit around in groups, some sit in doorways, watching their own children playing around in it all, and all the while a few old women with baskets and small brushes, try to keep such a street clean. God knows what the slums must be like.

We walked to the front, the fresh air was a blessing. In front of us stretched out the bay, peaceful the water calm, not a ripple to be seen. A few fishing boats were preparing to leave, sails were hoisted and the sound of oars came across to us. At this early hour, the sun was bright and very hot. Walking for any length of time was an effort. Half an hour's easy walking brought us to the centre, and here we had breakfast.

In the city centre, more like an English city, are large shops, offices, banks, municipal buildings, churches, hotels, restaurants - and crowds of people, sightseers idly walking around, business men dashing hurriedly. The streets are clean, the pavements clear apart from dozens of small stalls where the "Cheap Jack" does his trade.

Nobby, Loftie and I, who were together, returned to the station for our luggage and found that it had been taken by the other three. We returned to the centre again, not walking this time, but by the suburban railway. Feeling hungry, dinner seemed to be the most obvious thing to seek. We found a Chinese restaurant. At the foot of the menu card we saw the words "A surprise awaits you here". This was true enough, but not the surprise one might have hoped for. The food was poor, small in quantity, the waiter was most surly and miserable. My appetite was damped out of existence. Perhaps his surliness was deliberately done to lessen our appetites so that the little food we had would be sufficient.

After wandering round the streets another hour, we were ready to leave. This was not because I felt I had seen all I wanted of Bombay. I was too tired to be as interested as I might have been. At the station we met the other three, Ron, Eddie and Jock. We were soon aboard the "Deccan Queen", the Bombay - Poona express. On this train, we see the slums of Bombay, but once outside the city, the countryside is green, rich with trees. The few lakes, creeks and rivers adding their charm to the quietness of all around.

The mountains ahead draw nearer, and, the decreased speed of the train indicated a climb. The valleys that penetrate into the range of mountains, gradually fall away, deeper and deeper from us. Little grass hut villages dotted around the rivers, lakes and other sources of water supply, hug close together. Other villages, at the foot of densely wooded hills, like toadstools closely clustered at the bottom of a tree, half-hidden by grass and foliage. The train climbs steadily for about an hour, winding its way up the sides of there mountains, plunging through tunnels, curving around bends, clinging tightly to the cliff at one side, while on the other side, the ground vanished to a valley hundreds of feet below.

After the climb - we are on a plateau, no mountains are to be seen, the country opens out into a vast plain. Fields of grass and pasture, small farms, village camps, occasionally a small factory so much that makes the place like Britain.

When we finally arrived at Poona, it was dark. We did not know where to go, so waited on the station for a service waggon which one of the boys rang up for. All our luggage was in one heap on the platform, and nine porters sat round it. They may have had nothing else to do, and gathered round for conversation. They may have been guarding it from harm, but it is easier to believe that they all anticipated that they were on a good thing, and that the tip might be handsome. The long wait was too much for them, by the time we left, we only had five waiting. In fact, all these were not needed.

I was rather surprised to see on Poona station, about five women, as dirty as any I had seen, lying on the platform trying to sleep. They were continually scratching, but the dirt on them encouraged the little foreigners they might have on them to multiply. So Poona, for all its grand name, has its poor or beggars - probably both.

We arrived in camp, found a billet and went to the mess. Norman Keywood, another staunch pal of mine, secured some sandwiches for us.

Having no lamps in the billet, we made our beds, after a fashion, with torch lights to help us, climbed into them, and went very soon to sleep.

5th November, 1943: Journey south through Rajasthan

 The night had been chilly, the rocking of the train magnified by the long wakefulness of some of the early morning hours did not go by un-noticed as during the day time.

The train was at a standstill when day was breaking. A waiter inquired whether we wanted some tea. What a reception hot tea and toast had.  We were at Luni Junction, and having finished the tea, got out to stretch our legs.

A little chap, about eight or nine years, asked for some "char". By some good fortune, we managed to get him a cup full, it was still warm. He drank it, and stood outside our carriage window for some time, singing away. He was cold, poor devil, and the clothes he had on would not help him much. They were little better than bits of rag tied around his naked body.

What surprised me so much about the beggars, they always came to where the service men travelled, never to the "First Class" where the rich Indians sat. It seems the same everywhere, the money one has makes one's heart hard, or the person with a hardened heart is the one who is able to save. The poor, however poor they may be, are kinder, show more human feeling, and are more prepared to help one who might be worse off. I am not condemning all the wealthy class, many of whom are real human Christians, but there is a general tending towards this way.

We waited at this station for almost an hour - but as soon as we were on our way again, we saw greenery - the desert was behind us. Most of this countryside appeared to be poor grassland, land that was not cared for thro' poor quality soil, lack of labour or of enterprise. Singe trees growing everywhere in this golden, sun-baked grass how like parts of England after a few weeks' dry weather in June.

I had bought myself a packet of Indian cigarettes, which I was going to try. The taste is not very pleasant compared with the cigarettes we have become accustomed to, but without the paper, they might be healthier to smoke. they are hot to the taste, and smell like a smouldering leaf fire a gardener might have when he is burning up the leaves and weeds in the garden. A box of matches is most essential, the cigarettes go out continually.

After breakfast, served in the same way as last night's dinner, we all returned to our coach. There were six of us in the party, Nobby Hall, Ron, Jock, Eddie, Loftie and myself.

Around Marwar Pali, grass huts, mud built houses, semi-cultivated land amid the strangely formed volcanic rocks, primitive life in every way, and in the middle, a modern factory. One never knows what to expect next in India. At the station, a choir of native children sing for us, accompanied by one of the tiny ones playing a crude, very primitive, hand-made violin - or something resembling one. A tiny bunch of small bells on the bow added harmony to the music from the strings. Having no change, I gave one a packet of Indian cigarettes to them to share. The boy who had them kept them all. The only other packet I had, I shared between them by handing them out. One boy, standing away from the rest, refused a cigarette - he was very interested in the choir, but was certainly not one of them. Several people enjoyed the antics and music of these kids, many natives gathered round, but when they were asking for baksheesh, no one, not even the well-to-do offered to put a hand in his pocket. I thought it a poor show.

Beyond here, the trees became less in number, until the countryside becomes one mass of yellow shades, burnt, shrivelled up grass in which large flocks of goats and cows seem to thrive. The only inhabitants of this region appear to be shepherds or cowmen, tending their flock. What a lonely life it must be, they must either talk to their animals or go mad after a time. Here and there, a well is sunk, and the water is used to irrigate corn and rice fields. On many farms, the peacock seems as common as geese do in Britain. Their beauty is lost in such desolate regions where hardly a soul sees them. These peacocks must feel like the man who shaves and dresses to go out during the black-out hours. Someone might turn up, and if nobody does, it is still grand to be clean and well-dressed, even in the dark. 

On a hill, a temple stands, probably a Hindu temple to "Light", one of their Gods. This, I suppose, is the centre of communal like of the whole neighbourhood.

Water is drawn from the wells, by oxen. Generations ago, this would have to be resorted to anywhere, but today, with all the modern machinery, is India so behind because the old system is good enough, or is it because the people are so ignorant of modern methods and too poor to afford it. Even if Britain cannot step in, surely the Indian government can, and should.

God helps man who helps himself, but by God help the man who doesn't, and cannot. At Marwar Junction, the water supply on the train is replenished. Like most Indian communities, this was not without those that seek baksheesh. One boy had some less familiar Indian slate coins which he sold. Although their actual money value was very little, the addition to the collection made them well worth the money. I was on the platform but for a few minutes before I was hemmed in with children from six years of age to ten. I must have looked something strange to them, they only wanted to talk. I picked out the smallest chap and taught him the English Salaam, i.e. the handshake. They they all wanted to do it. When this was finally over, they all wanted to do it again. I felt like some hero might have felt when everyone within distance wanted to shake him by the hand. The kids enjoyed it and so did I. I pity the man who is so aloof that he cannot sometimes become a child again.

Approaching Rani - we cross several dried up rivers and streams. The land is dry, and before the next rain, the soil must be parched and cracked for lack of moisture. Fields of rice and corn are grow where water may be found, otherwise the land is almost without value. Rani itself is a very odd collection of buildings; everything is incongruous, houses with good stone walls have old thatched roofs, badly built places have good roofs. There is not street as we know it, simply a collection of individual buildings, most of the facing the station. The turbans worn by the few people on the station are massive things.

At Falna, I managed to buy some oranges, the fruit on this station is much more expensive than at Hyderabad. At first the boy refused my rupee because there was a small tear in it, but on second thoughts, he took it. I had started to walk away thinking he might try to accepting it at half its value as some had offered to do before. I do not mind giving, but to be robbed and be thought a fool, never, if I can help it.

Erinpura Road, a station amid a cluster of mud huts, a few with tiled roofs, in a grain farming district. The farms, as we came down the line, got bigger and more frequent, the kinds of animals became larger. Nearby is a river, a source of water supply, but the supply is indeed low, the river is almost dry and most of the bed being nothing but hard baked mud. Occasionally an Indian town or village can be seen from the train, several miles away from the railway. Life is primitive, trains are not necessary. Life is slow, if one had to meet a train, why do as we in Britain do, rush madly at the last minute and dive into a train that gets us to a station in time to clamber into a packed carriage as the train is drawing out. To start an hour earlier is all that is necessary for them, and what is that when it must take weeks to cultivate a field that could be ploughed by machinery in a few hours.

Several hills, the most strange and picturesque I have ever seen, appear like magnified castles of pebbles and sand that a child might have built, this is probably a mixture of volcanic lava and ash, and the countryside becomes rocky, and poor.

Nana, a station, but nothing else. I had wondered where the millions of Indians live, a country so densely populated but very little indication of this. In the distance there is a large town. The lonely shepherds we see, the children playing around, the few girls in the fields, all have homes somewhere, so there must be tiny villages hidden from view. The villages, I imagine are near the foot of the hills that have the temples built on them. Several hills have such temples built at their summit. In many ways, the landscape resembles parts of England or Wales, but the heat of the afternoon always reminds one that it is not so.

Sarup Ganj [Swaroopganj], a few stone built houses with wood tiles on the roof. Most of these are warped, and for a country like India, they must be useless, such roof must leak badly.

Kivarali, where the land becomes more level, where the land is cultivated, and strangely enough, divided into fields, is a station near a small village almost completely hidden in trees. The land is watered from wells, drawn by oxen. Amid these fields that are cultivated more scientifically than I had seen before in India, is a few acres of trees, and among these trees, a complete village, difficult to see although only about fifty yards from the train. To complete this picture of beauty, near the stream stands a woman dressed in scarlet, two men in white with brilliant pink turbans, and the colours are reflected in the still water near the stream.

Dirty tenements, filthy little hovels form the approach to Abu Road. The size of the station indicates that there must be a town of a few thousands somewhere near. The station building has a roof of many little domes, a crude imitation of the domes on some of the great Indian temples. This is a closed in station. One good humoured Indian elderly chap came down the train saying "hello" to everybody. He did not ask for baksheesh, or wait to see if any was forthcoming, but seemed to be there to make everyone feel he was welcomed. There are no beggars on the station, not because the district has no beggars, beggars are professional men in India and live amongst all communities. This seems to be a district of hardworking people, and their pride perhaps, or their determination to prevent scroungers living around prevents beggars on the station. This is not a railway ruling, otherwise no beggars would be found at any station and most beggars would willingly pay for a platform. they are simply not allowed at the station. Those people that are there are pleasant, friendly, speak quietly, and seem more civilized in every way. 

Beyond the station, although there exists much ground that is of little value, that which is tilled and cultivated, is done more scientifically. Huge fields of rice are harvested, and cattle graze in fields that but a short while ago had been grain fields. Was this a rotation of crops, it looked like it. The trees that grow in these fields are left, maybe in the middle of a rice or corn field. Pruning is done quite frequently but why the trees are left is difficult to understand. The best way to find out would be to ask, but the natives speak no English, I speak no Hindustani.

Half an hour's run from Abu Road, the railway line enters a plain, the land becomes nicer, and acres of rice, corn and a little sugar cane stretch away to the distance for miles.

Palanpur, another pleasant district. The station, like the surrounding countryside, is clean and fresh. The people go about their work quietly, there is no mad shouting or wild rushing around. Flowers grow up lattice work showing the pride these people take in the station, where everybody can see. On the roof of this station, sit many monkeys, waiting for food to be thrown to them. These monkeys are regarded with great favour by the Hindus - a harmless animal and a pet. They are not regarded as sacred.

As we leave this district behind, in the distance, I noticed a huge modern farm and outhouses - surrounded by several small houses. Was this communal work?  - or was it a farm owned by a landowner, employing many people to work for him. The land was well cared for, and the ripening crops showed that labour was not in vain. If this farming gives better results, and the people are paid well for their work, are housed and clothed decently, then why only an occasional sign of it. Most of India could be farmed by the Indian government employing all the agricultural workers a better wage, and giving them better food and clothing. Housing might also be solved in this way, and contented workers always turn out better work than a man who is dissatisfied and worried.

In the centre of this small community, a beautiful white temple. These simple people do not keep worship out of their daily life. Life is toil and hard work, yet they must be thankful to some supreme being, even for their hard lot. As to their work, any farmer might pride himself for such meticulous care that these simple folk take in their irrigation of these small "paddy" fields. Wells are dotted around everywhere, man and beast are continually at work, their reward being the pleasure of seeing the harvests gathered in.

At the next station, the majority of the men and boys were a black fez. These are Mohammedans, their mosque in the town cannot be seen from the station. Many of the older men grow long beards. An old woman came round selling small buttonholes or posies of flowers. It was the first time I had seen flowers sold in India. Mingling with the crowd, but very soon worming their way to the front, the little "baksheesh" kiddies got busy again. It is not necessary to see them, not even to hear the words "Salaam Sahib - baksheesh" - that high-pitched monotonous continuous sounds of voices is sufficient.

This is at Siddphur Station, the town being mostly built of stone, but the tenements would hardly stand up to the weight of smoke from a smoke bomb. An epidemic of flu' and continuous sneezing would just about batter that district to hell. Where ever a large town is, we might expect a river, towns are built near rivers, the water supply being of prime importance then a man decides to settle down on the land.

Some fields of cut sugar cane, tied in bunches to dry, look like a Red Indian camp without the canvas and skins thrown over the base skeleton of each wigwam. In the field stands a large leafy tree, perched on its topmost branch the dark mass of a huge ugly vulture, waiting for death to over take something that it might have a meal. On its way from the fields to the town, a caravan of oxen-drawn vehicles, laden with grain, slowly drags along. The crude vehicles must hamper the animals taking the load they might, some of the vehicles, built of massive wood planks, look a heavy load in themselves. At the next station, where monkeys again are seen to climb all over the station, stands a huge warehouse. Outside this warehouse are huge bales of cotton seed and sugar ready for the refinery. The people who knew very little about the rest of the world, their own world being their dirty little hovel, the paddy field and the temple; were clothing us and feeding us. Their cotton would be made into articles of clothing which their small means could not afford, their sugar would make cakes, chocolate sweetmeats etc. which would probably be a luxury beyond their pocket.

The sun had set, dusk fast falling over everywhere was hiding the huge fields of grain that stretched as far as eye could see. India was being lost in darkness of night, but the train ploughed on. Some of the secrets of India were being hidden from our sight, so to speak, and we had to be content with the little peep into the life of the people. 

It was night when we drew into Ahmedabad, where we had to change trains for Bombay.

We had fifteen minutes in which to change. At home, we could manage it easily in this time, but here in India, where we are the foreigners, it was not easy, especially with all the kit we had to move. We got our stuff and hurriedly caught a couple of porters and made several inquiries for the train. Hundreds were after the same train, and it was almost panic. People were shouting and dashing backwards and forwards frantically in search of friends, luggage, porters, railway officials and trains. Porters, having to do much in a short time ran up the platform, high sided luggage on their heads, some-time crashing and skidding along the ground. This would be followed by the mad yells of annoyed travellers, and the officious shouting of railway men and officers. But we caught the train. We could now settle down to sleep. It had been a grand day.

1st November, 1943: The Americans

 During the morning I had a cup of "char" at the canteen. I could have eaten a breakfast, but one rupee out of the little I had to spare was too much for such a meal. The kitchen where the meals are cooked is not very highly polished, in fact it is always full of smoke and smells of burning fat and charred wood. Some fruit is fine, far more worthy of the sacrifice I would have to make.

After "tiffin", Bill, Loftie and I went to town. I had an exposed film which wanted printing. A good looking beggar woman, whom I knew from previous meetings, approached me, but before anyone could get a word out, I hear her talk "Baksheesh lady, you poor, me very poor", and to my astonishment she dropped a one twelfth anna coin in my hat. I felt like giving her all I had, it only amounted to a few annas, but restrained the foolish impulses. This woman is really beautiful, and she has a sense of humour. I gave her a cigarette and managed to convey to her that it would not make her head spin, - I hope. She in turn, with a smile written all over her face, assured me that it would not. This conversation was most amusing, for hardly a word was spoken by either of us.

We had dinner at camp, and with it the remainder of my money. I went to see Laurel and Hardy in "Air Raid Wardens". Joe came with me, and although the film is hardly up to their standard, it gave us a good hour's amusement.

At the end of the film, some Americans made their ignorance so obvious, that I did not know whether to pity them, laugh or scream at them. A few who stood near us yelled at a few Indian natives for walking out while the "Stars and Stripes" was played. Naturally, I thought them extremely patriotic and over zealous in their efforts to show this, but when they in turn started to walk out when "The King" was played, well...I am beginning to think them an ignorant set in many ways, and they suffer badly from "inferiority complex". This almost contradicts their actions, but why do they do such childish things, why make such ridiculous scenes in the street, unless it is to draw the attention of the crowd. When we were in Canada, and American soldier came up to a pal of mine, 

"Say - are you British?"

"Yes - I am"

"I'm an American see - I'm as good as you."

Who wanted to deny it, his own feelings that we, the British thought ourselves superior, and why should they think this.

America is such a young, grand nation, but the individuals are very small. When they realize this they might wake up to realities and act natural; it has been my privilege to see such Americans, and they are human, sensible and friendly.

As Joe and I sat down to a meal and Indian came in and started to argue with an American soldier. He, the soldier, looked a sullen dirty kind of chap, not typical of their average. The Indian left and returned with an M.P. [military policeman]. 

Apparently, this soldier had refused to pay for something, or had tried to swindle the man. The M.P. defended the Indian, and for once I take my hat off to the military police.

Indians are hard dealers - they bargain, and always get the better end of the deal, one has to be careful with dealing with them, but his word is his bond, he is no low cheat, he will not do any industrial swindling.

4th November, 1943: By train across India

 I heard the clock strike five, but this conveyed nothing to me, I was not really awake, just enough to realize how comfortable and warm a bed can be in the morning.

At half past five, we were up and packing - a camel cart outside was waiting to take our luggage to the station. At six thirty, we were on the station. There we found many natives, most of them wanted the same train as we were. Some were fast asleep on the floor, men, women and children outstretched everywhere, their little bit of luggage beside them. Looking up, gazing around, some of them too sleepy to realize what they were doing there, or even to realize where they were, they simply gazed absently around them. As realization dawned upon their fogged brain, and the time of the train drew near, they would up and make a frantic rush for their tickets. Most of the Indian people had not the slightest idea of a queue, it was all just a frantic scramble round the ticket office. The tall man at the back would try to reach over the heads of those in the front, while the short man pushed up against the office wall tried to get far enough back to be able to see the clerk through the window. It was laughable, yet pitiable. The porters, dressed like most Indian natives, but in red instead of white robes, dashed madly up and down the platform, carrying luggage on their heads. The train came in, and for three or four minutes chaos was the only word for it all. Porters yelled, travellers shouted, everyone talked loud enough for all to hear.

Our party had to split up, for Eddie, another Eddie this time, a navigator, and I got in together. The din and the shouting was gradually subsiding, order was developing amid all of the chaos, and very soon the whistle blew. We were on our way.

We drew out of Karachi - it was still dark, but we could see that in a period of minutes we were in the desert. Very shortly we stopped at Drigh Road, where one soldier got off. Once more we headed into the desert and very soon came to Malir, a new place built in an oasis or a very richly cultivated district. Palm trees and rich shrubs. Was this the end of the desert? Was it hell! It is now daylight, and I as I look through the window, I see sand and cactus, ninety nine per cent sand. The dull grey and bleakness of the sand is gradually changing - the sun is rising, greys turn to gold, coldness to warmth.

At the next station, a small building with "Water for Mohammedans" displayed on a board nearby rather puzzled me. This is drinking water from some main or well that Hindus will not, or are not allowed to drink owing to some religious belief. This is entirely surprising on my part. A fellow passenger whom I asked about this informed me that I am correct.

Just outside the station an elephant, the first I have seen in India; here is employed to move heavy cargo to the train. Nearby, on the road, there are a few camel drawn vehicles, so common in Karachi, that are heading for the desert, a wilderness of empty space, We pull out of the station again, and once more we are plunging ahead into the desert. It is a real thrill to sit back, completely lost in the desert, but with absolute faith in the navigation of the plate-layers.

At Jungshahi, where a great deal of pottery is made from the clay pits around, we got out, and walked up the platform. Hundreds of natives crowd onto the platform as well, to stretch their legs and to seek refreshments. The third class passengers, the Indian poor, are really third class. Talk about a raw deal, they have to sit or stand any where, the seats are occupied by a lucky minority, more are travelling without seats. A British train during August Bank Holiday could not compare with these, for overloading.

At Jhimpir, the people who sell refreshments carry the food in safe (meat) like boxes, upon their heads. Under their arm they carry a stand. When a customer comes along, the stand is put down, and the box of food is put to rest upon it. Much of this food has to be prepared in some strange way, I haven't the least idea what it is or what is done to it. Heavy bags of flour are taken off the train, and bare footed coolies carry them around. What a way of making a living, I am sure one of those bags would break my back. I should be on my knees in no time. In this desert waste, such a community as this little village, must, to a large extent, be self-supporting.

Once more we are in the desert, here, miles from everywhere, an occasional small field of maize or "Indian Corn" indicates the presence of water, and the presence of big beards reminded me of what the Wise Men of the East who came to Bethlehem must have looked like. The women are also dressed according to wealth, religion and creed, just as the men are. The poor woman is but slightly better dressed than a scare-crow, the rich are draped in clothing fit for a queen. We are near the Indus, and the land is cultivated from the water of the river. In the fields, some natives are harvesting a minute portion of India's great corn crop.



Our next stop is Hyderabad, where we have to change. From the train as we approach, it looks like a clean town, huge ventilation very conspicuous  above the roof tops. After a good meal, we went to explore this wonderful city. What a welcome we had, beggars with outstretched arms were there to meet us, and greet us "Salaam Sahib" - but always followed with the word "Baksheesh".

We walked up through the native district, filth, stench, flies, open drains, dilapidated buildings, decrepit old buses, oxen and donkey carts, natives sitting in dust and garbage, fruit barrows, the fruit being almost hidden by flies, dogs, goats and cows eating garbage and waste thrown into the open drains. This is what we saw but it looked clean from the train. We only saw one scene that was encouraging, a small group of clean school children returning from school with their slates under their arms. We had two more hours to wait, the heat was terrific and were not interested so much in the European quarter. I am trying to see the India of the Indians - one can read about the other India in books and see it in pictures.



We had very good accommodation and bought some fruit to eat on the journey. Just before leaving Hyderabad, I noticed a wedding party getting on the train. The bride was in the coach, the groom outside talking to her and the friends that had gathered around. Just before pulling out, a man, presumably the groom's father, put a garland of beautiful flowers around the groom's neck. The groom then ran back, and got in the train a few coaches down. This may have been because he wished his bride to have the comfort of a "Ladies Only" coach, but more probable, it is an Indian custom - or religious custom that the do not travel together. How unlike weddings at home, where the bride and groom want to be together away from everyone else.

As we left the station, children ran alongside shouting for baksheesh until they were out of breath and could keep up the chase no longer. We were in the delta, or near enough for irrigation and on either side cotton fields are cultivated. The plant is not unlike the raspberry canes - but one cannot really tell from a moving train. Groups of pickers, usually young girls, stood waist deep in the fields of cotton. The cultivation is very primitive  - oxen teams being used to till the land. It is not intensely cultivated either. Trees and shrubs grow everywhere - almost a half-hearted attempt to develop the district. Perhaps Britain would be more wise by giving them a few tractors and teaching these few natives how to grow bigger and better crops. This land is near enough to the river to be cultivated far more intensely, is it to somebody's interest that this is not done, or is it lack of foresight on somebody's part. I wonder if Mr. Amery has even thought of this, the increased crops would help us, the modern methods would help the Indians.

Again, this district is left, and once more we are in the desert. Occasionally, we find a few more cotton fields, water from wells sunk in the ground. It is primitive enough to use oxen and plough and draw water from these wells. I conclude that these wells were dug out and the soil removed by lifting out by hand. Some water runs through small channels from large canals fed from the rivers.

Tando Alahiar [Allahyar] is an Indian town in the centre of this region, and near the railway a large cotton warehouse with stacks of huge cotton bales indicate that the labour of this region, primitive as it may be, is not without some reward. This looks like any other town here, have houses without chimneys. These do not enter into the building of houses; if fires are needed for cooking, smoke, usually wood or charcoal smoke, has to find its own way out. The land we pass through is alternate desert and cultivation, probably due to the winding of the river sometimes brings it near the railway, at other times taking it far away.

In the semi-desert, a few small herd of oxen, or flocks of goats are seen, what they live on is a mystery, unless this half withered shrub and the cactus that grows in great quantity has some exceptional food properties. Suddenly we come to another station, crowded with natives. Everything springs to life, passengers, porters, baksheesh people, children, fruit sellers and cigarette and sweetmeat vendors. The length of turban is a mark of distinction, and one Indian, with enough cloth to make a ship's sail passed hurriedly by.

Outside the town, a large government fruit plantation, beautifully kept. To be able to do some real apple scrumping here would keep me happy while the fruit lasted. For the first time, I notice that the hard work of the porter is not only a man's job, but women and young boys also do it. It is incredible to see women, slaving away during such a mad rushed five minutes for a few annas.

In Britain, since the war has called upon so many men, women porters are employed, but not to carry heavy burdens upon their heads. They have trucks and barrows at home; here it is all physical labour and effort.

A large grain warehouse outside the station - the results of the labour of hundreds of land tillers. The land ploughed and being ploughed at the time must have had grain crops. Small landowners whose very existence depends upon what they get out of their small plot, are not going to let the land remain idle long.

Wake up Britain! You cannot get everything out of India without putting something back in. Give her the means to help herself to help us. The rich of India are not inexhaustible. By expecting more out of her, before long will solve the food problem - give the people the tools, and show them how to use them.

The answers one usually gets are that the farmer owns a small amount of land - the land is owned by millions of small holders. This may be so - but cultivate the land that is wasting, land that no poor land owner wants because he cannot till enough of it to make a living. To hear people say that it is impossible because it is a huge problem, let me say, England once was as primitive, once the rich wheat fields of East Anglia was a marsh, most of Nottingham was a forest, the Welsh Valleys were wild and uncultivated. The problem was solved. So it will be with India after hundreds of years one thinks; but India was cultivating its soil when we fought with spears, bow and arrows; yes, even with clubs. India still uses the oxen, the people still dig channels to irrigate the land, water is still drawn by ox or camel, occasionally by donkey. There is a difference in progress.

At eight o'clock, I went for dinner. This was my first meal on a train in India. Were the people of Bengal starving? Then why the variety of courses on the train? "You, White Sahib, rich man" - I began to see now. There may be starvation, but not due entirely to lack of food, but because some people could not afford to eat it. The rich Indian Sahib is to blame for this, but Britain should step in. India wants home rule but Britain is unwilling, but until we do relinquish our power, let us for God's sake teach them a little about food cultivation and distribution, and while helping India in this war, develop our distribution at home.

At dinner, I had the uncomfortable feeling that these waiters did not want you to eat too much. The service was good, but when the waiter looks at me as I take the food off the dish he is holding, he looks as though he wants you to stop. This may be first class service, but give me less service and don't spoil my appetite. It gives me the feeling that I eat which I have no right to eat, that I am robbing someone else who may be in more need of it.

When dinner was finally over, I returned to our compartment, it was now dark. We were entering the Sind Desert and to keep the windows open in case I might [?] something in the gloom was impossible. Dust raised by the passing of the train entered through every nook and cranny. I had to be content to read until it was time to retire.

3rd November, 1943: Last night in Karachi

 As Loftie and I were leaving Karachi we had our money this morning, and now, we would be gone.

I paid Banana Willie the two rupees I owed him. I don't know what I had done, but he thought a lot of me for some reason. He gave me an orange - baksheesh - poor chap, but I felt he had given me a gift of immense value. He had, from his pay, a rupee per day.

During the evening I called at the gift shop once more, and bought a few things to send to Birmingham. He, too, became a good friend of ours and spoke quite freely upon many subjects he insisted that I should see the Post Office registration receipt for the parcel he had sent for me a few days earlier.

As this was my last night there, we had a good supper at our favourite restaurant, the Chinese place. Steak, onions, bread, butter, ice cream and apple pie always gives me a feeling of well being. Loftie had joined us for supper.

Joe, Loftie and I returned to camp, we had to get up early. Joe - we would be seeing in very soon in Paona [?], left us and spent another hour or so wandering around.

2nd November, 1943: Two sides of Karachi

 Yousaf Witchcooy - our banana man, called rather early. I asked him for his autograph - and in good English, he replied, "No, you write, I can't, I never went to school". To hear of an Indian never having been to school is less astonishing than to hear that he had. But, Banana Willie, he did rather surprise me, for he is a man who has travelled all over Europe. He had a heart of gold though, and this seemed to be appreciated by all. Some of his best sayings are really humorous, especially coming from an Indian.

"Take it easy, kid"

"Rich man OK! Me - poor man buggered up"

"Good oranges today - the real MacKay"

Yousaf, pal - keep up that good spirit.

We all went to town during the afternoon but did not stay there long, we were back again well before dinner time. Joe and I returned after dinner, but followed another street where the tram lines are. This street is full of European houses - occupied largely by the White man Sahib. It was dark, and a mere glance was suffice to see the people through the lattice work doors and windows. In several houses we saw beautiful white girls but we were "on the outside looking in"

"What have we done to deserve all this?" We were feeling lots of things - but such things are not our lot. 

We walked on through what I had begun to think of as the "Beggar Land". We walked on for about two miles, into the native side of town. It is a beautiful district, wide streets and large flats and boarding houses on either side. Indians were the only people we could see, we must have been out of bounds, but we were out to see Karachi. The crime in the service is not the deed, but allowing oneself to be caught doing it.

One little beggar girl followed us for baksheesh, "Banana Sahib" she kept repeating, and I gathered she wanted a banana. She was a sweet kid of about eight, but not backward or bashful. She was not satisfied with the half anna I gave her. I gave her the last coin I had - an anna - I was now flat broke. At last I felt in a position to approach any beggar and say "Me poor - me no money". It might have done some good, but I very much doubt this.

All these huge blocks of buildings had verandas. People sat or stood on these and chatted quietly. The night air is so good, so cool and fresh after the unbearable heat of day. Just as many British people might go outside on a clear evening after a heavy day's rain, to breathe freely again, so these people came out for the cool breeze of night.

We saw a worship meeting looking from the outside. Men and women sat on the floor - all dressed in good clothes, the men wearing skull caps. We did not stay there many seconds, these people might be very touchy where their religion is concerned.

Upon our return walk, we called at a native café, it looked dirty enough from the outside, but inside it was better than we had expected. Joe was going to spend his last chip. We sat at a table, and a native waiter came running up, took our orders for iced drinks, and thinking this was his opportunity for a tip, put the fan on for us. We were not in such a pleasant financial position, so we wasted no time over our drinks. Why should he waste his electricity for nothing. This was hardly cricket.

We had another drink at the native café near the station, and old Joe, as per usual, "Keep the change, blow the expense". He had two annas left.

31st October, 1943: Church and memories of home

 Bill Gibson, Loftie and I dressed for church. Joe is never a church goer, and it was more than we could expect to get him to come with us. This English, Church of England service brought back pleasant memories of home. It seemed almost impossible to believe that we were out in India during that service.

After tiffin we played cards for a short while, but feeling irritable, I lost my temper and dropped out. I was glad really, cards and the heat do not go together.

We spent the evening at the canteen. were we did a little letter writing and a great deal of talking.

30th October, 1943: Broke again but happy

 My money was now appreciably less, and fruit had to be bought with moderation. We fixed our ration at eight annas per day, but I am afraid that I found this difficult, and once broken, my good resolution would simply vanish. A cup of "char" or a cold drink was our limit at the canteen.

Soon after 2 o'clock, we set our briskly for town, we had a mission, namely that of getting our parcels off. At the shop, we were faced with a financial problem. We were all engrossed in mental calculation, how much could we afford without rendering ourselves penniless for the rest of the week. I finally bought Dad a cigarette case, Nell two pairs of rayon stockings and Elsie an Indian table centre. Joe had also been busy with figures, and he too, had taken the plunge. Loftie and Bill were a little more wise perhaps, but they also bought some presents. After this shopping expedition, we were all low in pocket, so instead of our usual steak and onions, we were satisfied with ice cream, We had to return to camp for dinner due to our financial embarrassment.

So that we might case the situation for the next few days, instead of going to the pictures as one of us had suggested earlier, we delayed it. Sending presents home occasionally makes one run short, but that happiness got from giving is worth more than the money spent.

29th October, 1943: Christmas shopping

This morning Loftie and I hear of our posting - we shall soon be on our way, and Karachi will become just a memory. I hope to stay here a few more days as there is so much more one can see of this town if only one cares to look.

This evening we paid a visit to that shop we had seen yesterday. Joe and I both wanted to send a parcel home for Christmas if we could manage it. The shopkeeper, a real genuine sort, was very pleased. He ran out and returned with a cold drink for us. We had no idea where he had obtained the drink, it might have been from a dirty little joint that stood nearby, but "what the eye does not see, the heart does not grieve for". The drink tasted good enough however me might have felt about this and we could not tell him "what to do with it" in so many words, he was bestowing an honour by having us as his guest. We left our parcels as he would post them later for us.

Having bought a small present for them at home for Christmas, I felt much better - almost like treating myself to a good meal. We went to the usual restaurant and had some nice juicy steak and fried onions. The Chinese could cook, they left no doubt of that. We returned, the streets were almost deserted, the gay festivities were over, and many would be recovering from the hectic times they had yesterday.

28th October, 1943: Diwali Day

 Last night something strange had been in the air. Joe thought there might be a rising of the tribes against us - not seriously - but he too knew that something was happening. I think he realized it before I did - for he made remark early last night about it.

We played cards for a while, but the heat makes the game too heavy. I can remember when I could sit down and play for hours, but a short period was now too much.

We went out early this evening, partly because it was our usual custom, and partly because we wanted to find out if there had been anything in what we felt last night.

We made tour of these narrow back streets, and found a shop full of gifts and Christmas presents. We made a few enquiries about prices and decided that we would have to visit the shop. Back in the streets again, we noticed that fireworks were being let off everywhere and anywhere. People seemed to be all dressed up in new clothes, or in their best. There was a spirit of "good-will" and "hail fellow well met" everywhere. Sweets and sweetmeats were selling like hot cakes.

Many buildings were brilliantly lit up, and the dirty back streets showed another side of their character. Bands, and the little drums could be heard in many buildings. This rhythmic beat of tom-toms gripped me, and I felt as though I too, was going all native. I wanted to shout and sing and enjoy the feeling as the native Indians were doing. What was happening?

I made a few inquiries and learned that it was "Diwali Day" - a day of greetings and good cheers. It was Christmas - the Hindu Christmas. Little wonder so much good feeling was shown everywhere. It was the day when light and wisdom conquer over sin and wickedness. Gardens were packed with children, lorries, trams and buses were busy - everyone was having a good time, those indoors also had a good time judging by the music and beat of drums. The Hindu, I understand, are very fond of sweetmeats, and offer them to guests as one might offer fruit or nuts at Christmas. I was sorely tempted to buy some of this candy that they bought, but the cleanliness of the shops being very questionable.

We decided that the fairground would be the centre of attraction and set for it. As it had appeared last night, most of the people appeared to be "on the outside looking in". Some massive bearded men with beautiful and costly turbans mixed with the poorer classes, White, Anglo-Indians and Indians of all types and creeds - mostly Hindus judging by the fact it is a Hindu festival season - all mingled together.

We went into the fairgrounds to discover that most of the stalls were simply small shops, more like an exhibition.

There were two great wheels, a circus which had not started, a few dart stalls and some "Dodg'em" cars, but on the whole the place was very tame. Many Indian natives had their wives and daughters with them - and it was made very obvious to us that these women had to avoid being too near to us. This was really amusing, when we approached, the husband or father as the case might be changes over to our side so that he stood between us and the women, but I wish I knew why they go to this trouble, they certainly need not fear being kidnapped. It may be that we are tainted with something that they must avoid.

We left the fairground feeling rather disappointed and made our way home. We could not see the indoor festivities, but we did see some of their enjoyment.

27th October, 1943: Cantonment Station

Tea, an egg sandwich and some fruit to wait until 'tiffin'. To miss a breakfast was nothing serious. After tiffin, Joe wanted to go to the Base Post Office. Loftie, Bill and I went with him. We called at the Y.M.C.A. on the way, and had our cold drinks served by a native, a pleasant dame. Some of these Indian girls are good looking, and one can sometimes also see the colour in their cheeks. This may be imagination, but I hardly think so. Having called at the Base P.O. we made our way to the General P.O., taking a different route. 

We may or we may not have been out of bounds, but we were certainly in a different district from the one I knew. Huge flats and houses on either side of wide busy streets. The district was crowded, all Indians, and it most picturesque and beautiful. There are very few beggars around here, but those few that saw us made a bee-line for us. Some of them are very persistent devils - or should I say individuals, "no" is not sufficient. They come cringing around, and follow one for quite a while, hoping the "begged-of" will get tired first, and they usually do. I often wonder if any of them really are in need of money for food. If only there was some means of distinguishing the truly needy from the professional beggar, it would make everything so much more simple. 

 We eventually came across a fair-ground and to see a typical British fun-fair out here in India seemed very strange indeed. We eventually arrived at the post office, got our stamps and returned in time for a shower and some dinner. After dinner, Joe and I returned to this district were the fun fair was. The place was brilliantly lit up, but there seemed to be very little activity inside the grounds. Indians, in all kinds of picturesque native dress, rich and poor, young and old seemed to stand in groups outside. They talked and laughed, what a time they were having, and in their midst stood Joe and I, understanding not a word. 

Instead of going in, we went to our usual Chinese cafe for supper. Due to the waiter misunderstanding me, he brought two dishes of Chinese egg omelette. I had been caught once but this dish did look tempting. Poor Joe, he could not tackle it, he ordered another dish and left me with both. This dish proved far more staisfying than the last Chinese dish I had had, and I ate most of Joe's as well rather than have it wasted. It was when he brought the bill that I realized I had been caught again. Two and a half rupees each - five rupees for an egg supper. During the afternoon I had lost some money and having also lent some out, I felt that it was not my lot to save much. 

 We walked slowly back, there was no call to hurry, the lights would already be out. The evening was most pleasant, still and peaceful. Near Cantonment Station, natives had gathered around in groups. Some smoked quietly, listening to some tall story or others by someone in the centre. This tale, told in a quiet subdued voice, was occasionally punctuated by general laughter. Mirth was in the air - high spirits prevailed everywhere.
Another group would sit in the middle of the street, beneath a big street lamp, to play some game of dice. Other people were engaged in quiet conversation but before retiring while others were already asleep in their hammocks, many of which were slung under trees and others well up in the trees. Others lay on the roadside near to their animals which also slept. Peace and quietness was descending and the enchantment of this beautiful starlit Indian night was enveloping and subduing that throbbing mass of humanity. 

One felt glad to be alive. Those carefree lucky people sleeping beneath the stars, how many of them, I wonder, found shelter when the monsoon rains fell. But "sufficient unto the day is the evil thereof". 

We returned to a quiet camp with a feeling that something big was in the air. Some great Indian festivity was approaching - we could feel it in our blood.

26th October, 1943: The Indian streets

"William Bananas" and "Camel Ghoolies" were later than usual this morning, but we knew that "Take It Easy Kid" would be round soon as usual. Some fruit and a cup of "char" about eleven o'clock was most welcome and it was becoming a regular habit. Although we knew we were getting into bad habits, and spoiling ourselves for a later time, but we loved doing it. "Let us have a good time while we can" seems to be a motto we live up to. 

 We played sato [?] for a while, but on a hot summer's afternoon it needs too much effort. To play it back at home on a winter's night, with a big fire roaring is vastly different. Bill Gibson and Loftie remained in camp that evening, but Joe and I walked down the narrow streets we had seen last night. Nessin would have loved to have been with us, but he had gone by this time. In these narrow streets we found the native shops. On either side of these narrow streets, shoe and sandal makers, boot repairers, painters, metal workers, bicycle repairers are busy in their tiny workshops. They take no notice of passers-by, they are too busy and engrossed in their own work to be interested in what is happening around them. The shopkeepers, standing or sitting at the doors of their little shops, all packed with merchandise, press their goods upon any likely customers who may pass down the street. 

"Very nice combs, Sergeant", or "Very good razor, Sahib" as though to be informed of these facts made it necessary that we should buy one. These streets are filthy, cows roam around, lie down in the streets or across the curb, dogs and cats run around, a few camels, donkeys used as beasts of burden, all add to the filth and the smell that in some places screams to the heavens. Children played around, some of them stopped to look at us, but the majority went on with their games. The smell of fruit, urine, spices, animals, cereals, decaying vegetables, scent, all mixed, the concentration of each varying as we approached or drew away from its source, was not too pleasing. Some of the animals and and some districts could have done with a disinfectant or de-odourant of some sort. The Indians who live in such districts are either so used to it that they take no notice, or they lack the keen sense of smell that we have. 

We roamed around idly, not buying anything but just keeping our eyes open. In some places, the pavements were littered with huge stacks of pottery of all shapes and sizes. I did not feel in the mood to be pestered to buy any, which I had no use for, so did not stay gazing for too long at the wares. These people can almost bargain one into buying anything. I did not intend this to happen. We returned to the main street and went to the Chinese restaurant for supper. After a good supper, we walked slowly back towards camp. 

I was now convinced that I would learn much more about the Indians and their ways of living by walking around the smaller streets. This is where most of them are found. This is where their shops and cafes, their stalls and workshops are. With this firm conviction, I was going to see as much of India as I could through its people.

25th October, 1943: Exploring Karachi

This morning, as soon as Joe was paid, we decided to spend the evening in town, and made our plans accordingly. When "Banana Willie" came arond we were ready for him. He is always made a great welcome when the boys have money to spend on fruit. It seems strange, but at home we would think it ridiculous to spend two shillings daily on fruit alone. Here, we do so because we cannot buy sweets, chocolate, gum, etc. and think nothing of that expense. Loftie, Joe, Bill Gibson and I went to town to introduce Joe to the Baksheesh men and women. He needed no formal introduction, these beggars very soon introduced themselves to him. 

We did not stay in town long, did a little "shop crawling" and returned for dinner and to change for the evening. As we had planned this morning we set off to town after dinner. During our shopping, Joe and I got separated from the other two and we wandered around some of the other streets. We did not stay, we only walked through and realized that there was a new field of the city to investigate at some future date. We returned to the main street, and made our way back to camp.

24th October, 1943: Joe from Port Ellen

After a cup of tea at the canteen on the camp, Loftie and I walked as far as the General Post Office. On our way we passed a large church and heard a familiar hymn being sung. Next Sunday, if we are still here, we are going there. Arriving at the post office to find it closed was rather annoying, so we tried to forget our wasted efforts over a dish of ice cream. We returned and spent the afternoon writing letters. Before spending all my money, I intended writing and posting all the mail I was owing. 

At the canteen I met Joe whom I knew slightly at Port Ellen. We joined them at teat and spent the rest of the evening talking. Joe moved his kit over to our hut. This was to be the beginning of another friendship. He told us of his adventures in Biskra, and I knew then that he was the type of fellow who loved adventure. He is the type to know in a place like India where someone new us continually peeping round the corner at me. After supper, which we had in the canteen, there was nothing to sit up for. We all went to bed early. I was asleep before the lights went out at 10:30.

23rd October, 1943: Thinking of Christmas

We spent much of the morning lying on our beds eating fruit. Having been for years without hardly any fruit to eat, we making up for lost time so to speak. Fruit is not as cheap out in India as I had expected. Oranges 2 annas; apples 12 annas; grapes 12 annas a lb; nuts 3 annas; coconuts 4 annas each; dates 4 annas. Anyway, we ate to our hearts' content, and occasionally found this resulted in our stomachs' discomfort. 

After tiffin, we prepared for going into town. Once more, we could look at a shop window without blushing. Knowing my own weakness, I never carried all my money around with me. I have learned, through bitter experiences, that one weak moment may result in having to go short for a period of a week or more. It is so easy to forget that a fortnight must go by before another pay day comes along. We came back for dinner because we had to change into evening uniform. 

We left camp with the intentions of going to a show, but we arrived to find that all seats had been taken. I find that there is one thing one can always do, that is, to eat. We went to the E.W.O. Chinese Restaurant. Having been very unfavourably impressed with a Chinese dish only yesterday, I was wary of running into a similar trap. This time I ordered a European dish to my liking. Strange to say, I had up to now spent very little of my money. I could see myself being a rich miser in no time. 

However, my thoughts turned to Christmas, and at once I realized that money was not meant to keep, I would have to buy a few presents for those at home. However selfish we are as mere human beings, it is strange what happiness most people get in buying gifts for others.

22nd October, 1943: I was as sick as a dog

This morning, I was up early, full of the joys of life, full of new hope. Was it not pay-day? Quite some time before the pay officer arrived, several of us would glance at the pay accounts office, in the hope that it might be open. At last! Again I have money in my pocket, a real pay day at last. A carefree spirit prevailed through the camp. 

We now settled down to wait for the fruit man, but he did not show up until after "tiffin". Many fellows were owing him some money, and I felt proud to see them all gather round him to pay off their debts. This is a great deal to be in for his type of trust. I cannot imagine anyone trying to swindle him. 

In the early afternoon we went up to Mauripur to make up our khaki differences. This done, we returned and pulled up at the "Grand" for a cup of coffee. Their coffee is worth buying - cream and plenty of sugar. The fancy cakes are equal to any I had tasted at the price, at any time. I do not know what was in them, but these cakes simply melted in one's mouth. We returned to camp for dinner, and to dress for the evening. 

Nessin and I walked together again. Neither of us had said a word about hurrying, but we found ourselves tearing into town and making up for the crawling pace of previous evenings. This rather amused me, and I mentioned the fact to him. He laughed and simply said, "We have a mission tonight, we have money as well as time to spend." We made a few inquiries about photographs and films. At one shop the man seemed very honest, "films", he said, "are very expensive, I advise you not to buy one". He told us that the price was very high due to the black market. We could easily believe that, for we had our doubts previously. 

We made our way to the "Chinese Eastern Restaurant" - with full satisfaction of being able to order a really good meal. By way of a change, and out of curiosity, I ordered a Chinese dish - of chicken fried rice with prawn. It looked like a plate full of cooked rice with small pieces of chicken and other ingredients in small quantities, all mixed up. At first, I did not think I would like it, but having become accustomed to the taste, found it very pleasant and palatable. Even as I ate it, I would gladly have changed it for a plate full of steak and onions. Having finished the dish, it was not long before I felt that to have eaten more would have caused a great deal of uncomfort. 

Later that night I was as sick as a dog, and words kept repeating in my mind - "Eat what you know you like" and leave Chinese Chicken Fried Rice to the Chinese. In future it would be a European dish. Why waste a good appetite.

21st October, 1943: Banana Willie

A cold drink and a packet of cigarettes left me with half a rupee. Today, I made use of the banana man's credit system. When I asked him to take my name and number, he simply refused saying, "I trust you men". I felt I could choke any man who tried to fraud "Banana Willie", as we called him. He is indeed a character, a rel "gem". 

He has travelled a great deal, having at one time been a sailor. He spoke of London, Liverpool, Glasgow and Manchester, of Bombay, Calcutta and Egypt. When evening came, we went for our usual walk to town, we had nothing to spend but time. Tomorrow was pay-day, we were content to wait one more day.

20th October, 1943: A slow paced day

My money had finally dwindled down to a rupee. I had not been paid my full money since I left England, and I had to make do on about half my usual pay. This is not easy, but pay day was about in sight again. This morning, I was astonished when the fruit man told me I could have some credit. This seemed fair enough, but I was far more surprised when he told me he did not take our names. This was almost incredible. However, I did not take advantage of this offer, I shall be more in need of it tomorrow, Thursday. 

Instead of spending another afternoon in bed, we played cards instead. This required some effort so we did not play for long. 

Again this evening, Nessin and I walked to town. I had set the pace as slowly as I could, almost to a saunter. "I like this pace" coming from him woke me up from my dreaming. Thought at first that he was pulling my leg. I was really pleased to know that he meant what he said. He did not want to reach the town, he may have been tempted to spend his final annas. My thoughts had been running on similar lines. We spent the evening refreshing ourselves in the pleasant cool night. Everywhere was so peaceful and pleasant - it was a grand world.

19th October, 1943: A walk with Nessin

By this time, I had begun to get used to the fruit man calling. I had missed him for the first few days, not knowing of his visits. Perhaps it was one of the best ways of passing away the gruelling hot hours of mid-day - sucking oranges and eating bananas. Bananas at one anna each seemed cheap enough, but when I realised that there was no limit to the supply, they soon ran dead. Each one eaten chased after the last, and half a dozen would disappear like greased lightning. 

The effort of walking to "tiffin" and back again was enough for me, another hot afternoon which I spent lying on the bed. To stand around was tiring, to walk about the town was enough to tax any man's strength, so I thought. I lay on the bed, but the sheets soon became wet, and had to be turned continually to obtain some little degree of comfort. A good shower at five o'clock may make all the difference. 

Nessin, an Iraqian in the R.A.F. and I decided to walk to town when it became cool. At dark we walked slowly down the street towards the city. The distance is about half an hour's brisk walk, but we had no call for hurrying. Having no money to spend, we made the walk to town and back last all of the evening. This walk had been most enjoyable - the cobwebs that had gathered during the day were brushed aside. I was ready for bed once more.

18th October, 1943: Sweating in camp

This morning, I had my first breakfast in India. It was like a breakfast on a service camp in Britain. Sausages. Then things started to haunt me. This afternoon was too hot for any undue exercise. Most of us just lay on our beds, almost exhausted. It required no physical effort to perspire, it came freely. 

A steaming hot, refreshing cup of tea at four o'clock, the most looked-forward-to meal of the day, poured out of me as I drank it. But it was good. We, Loftie and I, spent the evening in camp, there was nothing to go out for.

17th October, 1943: A quiet day, short on money

I was up in time for a shower, but not for breakfast. By this time, the drain on my money had begun to tell. The canteen breakfast costing about one rupee was reduced to a cup of tea and an egg sandwich. After "tiffin", Loftie and I wrote some letters, and spent a quiet time in the writing room. 

However hot the day, and however tired one becomes, a good cold shower puts new life into one, and we decided to go for a walk that evening. Karachi main shopping centre seemed very quiet on Sunday, I was surprised, most shops were shut. Sunday did not prevent the beggars from plying their trade, but by this time I had nothing to give.

16th October, 1943: Steak and onions at the Chinese

I bought my breakfast in the canteen again. The novelty of being able to get a breakfast just when I wanted one, not having to stick to a rigid time, suite me and pleased me immensely. I am a firm believer in eating a meal at the time when one feels hungry, not at some pre-determined convensional meal time. Perhaps this is the gypsy in me - to be free in movement, in thought, to be able to roam - how grand life can be. 

This afternoon we went to town again, having steak and onion at the Chinese Eastern Restaurant. What a meal it was, good food, good cooking, good service and well served. Food goes a long way to making a person happy and contented. I felt top of the world, and when the pictures were suggested, I was prepared for any plans. Bill, Loftie, Shortie and myself got our tickets for the show. 

Outside the cinema was a public lavatory - the first I had seen in India. One side was marked "Indian Style" and the other European. I wanted very much to go into the Indian Style side to see the difference. I might have been at a complete loss when I got there, so at the last moment I decided not to bother. We saw a good programme, "City Without Men" - a unique story that was quite entertaining. "Went The Day Well Comrade?" It did.

15th October, 1943: Karachi shopping centre

I was not up early enough for breakfast, but was told that, if I hurried, I might be able to have a wash. What did this mean, I wondered. I learnt that the water is cut off from 9am until 5pm to conserve it. We were in India, and this did not surprise me, especially having seen the desert all around the city. To miss a breakfast did not mean having to wait until tiffin, only meant having to buy one at the canteen, which is open all morning. 

Returning from the canteen about eleven o'clock, I saw some Indians watering the trees, shrubs and flowers. Was this the reason why water was not to be wasted? Was the British army more concerned about the plants and the beauty of the garden than for the welfare of the men? There are many things doing in the services which I could never understand, but this lacked all sense and reason. If a man had a dirty job to do, he had to remain dirty until five o'clock, when the water would be turned on again. 

After "tiffin", Loftie, Bill Taylor, Shortie and I went to town. Last night, our arrival in India had been met with coolness. Now, we were greeted with open hands and outstretched arms. Beggars lined the road, and greeted us from all sides. "Salaam Sahib - baksheesh" - the old customs, mentioned in the New Testament of people seeking alms, had not ceased. In fact we soon gathered that begging in India is regarded as an honourable profession among the beggars themselves. The afflictions they have, their distorted and deformed limbs are not accidents, but is inflicted upon them when they are very young by their parents. It is a profession handed down from father to son. 

One thing struck me forcibly - they only begged of white troops and white civilians. It was a racket. Why did they not receive from or beg off their rich fellow-countrymen. The well-to-do Indian did not see his poor brother in the gutter - he is too proud for this. Had I give but one anna to each beggar I saw that night, I should be having to sit amongst them. "Baksheesh Sahib - me white Walla but me poor as hell", I wonder what I would have made of it as a beggar. 

Not to be able to distinguish between the real needy persons, and the professional beggars hurt. One cannot give to all, but to refuse a man or woman who is really hungry would, I think, be little less than a crime. We had read in the papers about the food situation in India, and it was quite possible that some of the people might have pangs of hunger gnawing at them. Who is to know. Nothing would be so pleasing as to be able to offer any beggar a good meal.
Karachi shopping centre, Elphinstone Street, had many fine shops. The town had everything to offer for sale that money could buy, but our wealth was not without limit. I saw immediately that during my stay there, I would not save money. Clothing material, ornaments, antiques, ivory work - heaven only knows what I should have bought to send home if my money had permitted such spending. 

Perhaps it is well we cannot do this - happiness is obtained by making good with the little one has. It is a feeling of pride and satisfaction. Having made a mental note of some of the things we could get, we returned to camp, and to bed.

14th October, 1943: Pay day

We who were just arrived were paid this morning. With but one rupee left in my pocket, it was grand, I have a few more. Relatively speaking, I was a millionaire again - could hold my head up, and I had not to deny myself of the little luxuries that make the difference between merely existing and living.
Having some navigation kit to hand in, I returned to Mauripur where I had my dinner. The meals were really well served up, the service was good. Perhaps they were ignorant of the mess at our Barracks. I hardly think so. It was a hot day and the heat reflected back off the sand making my skin feel dry and my mouth parched. The dazzling brilliance hurt my eyes. I ad not time to become accustomed to this type of country. 

I met old "Jock" Clelland at the mess, and spend some time with him. We used to be in the same squad about two years ago at Babbacombe. Having returned the necessary kit, I decided to start walking, and was later picked up by a Squadron Leader in a small lorry. He was a pleasant person to talk to, really human, and he pointed out several things of interest to me. That night, I remained in camp and went to the canteen. It was strange, being able to walk up and order eggs once more.

13th October, 1943: Sharjah to Karachi, India at last

With the passenger on board we took off once more. Once more we over the gulf. Small islands looked much larger than they actually were and the shallow water did not hide the sand beneath. We passed one small town on the coast - just a cluster of buildings isolated from everywhere and everything. These people must also have lived on fish - and maybe some camel flesh. One cannot tell from the air, but there seemed to be nothing else in sight - no other place of habitation, and no sign of any vegetation. In the gulf, two or three fishing boats sailed up and down. Presumably, they were seeking the only food available to them. 

We arrived at Sharja[h], a similar, and as we flew over the town prior to landing, I could distinctly see that these houses were built of cane-grass, bamboo etc. This is a town comprising of a closely built cluster of untidy looking grass huts or houses - not in streets - no attempt had been made to build streets - where a house was wanted it was built. One or two boats, either hauled up for repairs or derelict were up from the water. A few more sailed up and down a few miles out from the coast. 

The camp, like the town or village, looked poor and lonely, and those people must have felt like a small lost colony. Here we had some really good tea at the tiny mess, and some mineral water. The food, apparently, according to the fellows stationed there, was not all fish. Provision must have been brought by air, but this would have been impossible to other towns because a good landing ground is most essential.

 

From here on to India, I expected to see some vegetation, some signs of life and existence. One sees these countries marked on maps, and I personally never think of a land without people, towns and some form of social life. By that I mean, people who can live together as civilised human beings - building towns and villages - and linking these up by roads. But from Sharjah on - this is not so. 

We skirted the coast line of the most cruel desert I could imagine. High mountains like huge forts hewn in solid rock, jagged like knife edges, and pointed like spears seemed to terrorise any living thing away. I had seen pictures of high-peaked, cruel barren mountains on the moon, here I actually saw what must be their equivalent upon the Earth. To add to all this, the sun beat down relentlessly and mercilessly, day after day - shrivelling up anything that might contain life. The distance was obscured from view by heat haze and by a dust-laden atmosphere. 

The only thing that really appealed to me was the grotesque shape of some of these mountains, like huge giant castles, and so real did old fables and fairy stories come to me that had I seen some dreadful giants, I should have accepted them without surprise. To hear the screams of the heroine coming from these huge towers would not have been entirely unexpected. Heavens, what a hell upon earth. In Britain we see mountains and valleys, worn by water actions, the curves are gentle, any cruelty is hidden by trees. Here we have rocks split and torn asunder by the intense heat of day, and the coldness of the nights. This is the Baluchistan I saw. 

By the time I began to think that most of the countries of the world were huge deserts in habited by a few unfortunate people who were born there, and had no means of escaping from the fate of living such a difficult existence. Much of the lands in this world do not seem worth fighting for - much land was not worth accepting if offered for free. Yet wars are sometimes caused because some idiot wants such territory and other idiots do not wish him to have it. 

We entered India proper and yet we found no vegetation, still a desert, and finally Karachi opened out in front of us - a huge city spreading its suburbs out into the desert. Just as this small part of India is no indication of what the rest of India is like, neither do the parts of the countries I saw indicate the whole of them. Seeing is believing, and I can believe the small parts I saw. We landed and were questioned about the route, about our food and billets. This appeared to be a good one. If they were concerned with out welfare over the journey, they certainly would be concerned about it at this place. 

We did not stay at Mauripur, the transport took us to Bhustpore Barracks in Karachi. This had been an army camp, and was run by the army. We arrived there soon after dinner time, and although, when we did get there, we had had nothing since five that morning - we were not to have any that evening. We were too late according to army regulations. Why is the R.A.F. so short sighted. We could have been given a meal at the R.A.F. station when we landed. However, after about an hour we found somebody who could provide us with something. 

It was well after nine o'clock before we got our blankets. That was our welcome to India, were we really wanted out here. I felt easy about it, I did not mind going back. No volunteers were asked for.

12th October, 1943: Bahrain and the Gulf

I awoke easily, the lights were already on for some fellows leaving before us. I was hoping it was raining, anything to prevent us having to get up for a while. The beds were so clean and comfortable - but we had to make an effort. Rain does not fall enough in Iraq, and certainly not to one's wishes. After an early breakfast, we were soaring away again. Nothing of interest could be seen, we saw nothing but a monotonous sameness all the way to the Gulf. 

I had always though of the Gulf of Arabia being a dull expanse of grey sea. I was wrong - never had I seen such a sea, the beauty of the blue shades and greens as they merged into each other and into the brilliant yellow and dazzling gold of the sand where the water was shallow. But this beauty, it harboured ugliness and cruelty - this is shark-infested water. We seemed to crawl along, the land was a vast desert. Occasionally we passed a little town or village, a lonely spot of habitation in a vast emptiness. 

God, what a life these people must live - their diet must be fish - for there seemed no other source of food. No vegetation could be seen anywhere. Had they been cannibals, who could have blamed them, any change of diet might be welcomed by them. I was indeed thankful that I was in an aeroplane just passing over, well out of their reach. At last we saw Barhein [Bahrain] Island coming up ahead of us, and near it, another small island taken up almost entirely by the 'drome.
We landed on one of the smoother runways one might find anywhere - a very fine, but firm sand. The camp itself consisted of grass huts. These were indeed splendidly built, the the first two feet just a frame woven and the top foot also built in the same way. Inside the huts, electric lights and fans. In such a country, these would have made ideal homes. Almost every building was made of bamboo and grass. 

After tiffin, Lofty, Bill Taylor and Shorty went to the swimming pool. I, poor sap, went to the kite, to clean out the sand that was in it. This was not so that I might have clean surroundings - but the rush of air always made the air inside very dust-laden. This I had found, was not very pleasant. I had enough sand from Egypt to make a little beach of my own. After dinner, a good, but rather light meal, we played Monopoly. Having had enough of this game, we retired, another day's flying ahead of us meant another early call. I was getting used to early breakfasts by this time, but I had not forgotten how to appreciate a good long rest in the morning. We were taking a passenger with us.

11th October, 1943: Habbaniyah stop-over

We had not been troubled by flies, a mosquito net kept all unwelcome visitors away. Although we were very ill equipped for navigational purposes, we were told to go on and map read our way. On our way again, and the little greenery soon fell away, we were soon flying over barren mountains and hills - not many miles north of Jerusalem. We could not see the city, the visibility was not good enough. 

The "River Jordan" was very narrow, probably due to the dry season, and I was disappointed. The valley showed indications of a much wider river, probably the river was much wider at certain times of the year. The green belt of vegetation on either side was almost negligible, where we crossed the river, about twenty miles north of Jerusalem, the whole valley was hardly a quarter of a mile wide - the river only about twenty feet, but distances are rather deceptive from the air. 

The land around was mountainous, rocky, dusty and barren. I now realise why the washing of feet is so often mentioned by Christ. This would be as common in such a land, as eating and drinking. I understand more than previously how lonely Christ felt up in the mountains. No other soul would be around, and here hew would feel that God alone was near him. To come to the River Jordan to be baptised would be almost natural, it is the only river in the district, and the people of this part of Palestine must have lived near the banks of this river. The mountains on either side showed no signs of life. This may be rather misleading - parts of Palestine, I understand, are like parts of England - green pastures, rich and fertile. I did not see this, but I saw a little and understand more from the little I have seen. Like every country one cannot judge the whole by a small section. 

We had soon passed out of Palestine, the maps were the only indication - because the land was one vast desert. The country beyond - Syria and Iraq - is just one vast expanse of endless barren land. The only signs of life around were the few vehicles that passed along the road that we followed. Occasionally, we passed a small town or village - but nothing worthy of note. 

At last, the Euphrates came into view - a broad sluggish river winding through this great field of sand. For some reason, no vegetation grew on the banks - due probably to poor soil - or some mineral in the water. It looked like sea water left between sand banks when the tide is at its ebb. On our right, Habbaniyah Lake - and strange enough this had no vegetation on its banks. It made the desert more barren than ever. One expects barren land where no water is found, but where water is plentiful it seems so strange and unexpected. The Tigris valley, so I am told by an R.A.F. friend whose home is in Baghdad, is a fertile green valley. The Euphrates for at least twenty or more miles shows nothing, not even an occasional palm tree.
We landed at Habbaniyah, in the desert, at mid-day. The sun was blistering and the whiteness of the sand hurt my eyes. Everything was almost at a stand-still, the trees, the few in Camp seemed thirsty and dust-laden. Everything, living and otherwise seemed to feel that terrific heat. We swung our compasses in this heat, a hellish job, but it was necessary. 

We found the mess to be a real haven, a beautiful place, with plenty of good food. Here again we had native waiters, but unlike all other waiters I had seen - anywhere, they worked like men who might be paid at daywork rate. They rushed around and seemed to be unable to work fast enough. Never had I seen waiters getting on with the job as they did. Plates seemed to appear from no-where, just as conjurors bring balls or cards from thin air, the men did so with plates. Dinner, a four course meal, was a state banquet compared with what we had at Sali[sbury]. 

The little remaining money I had, about six shillings worth, I had changed into Indian money. Mosquitos seemed to flourish in this neighbourhood, and they could be seein in huge clouds around the lights hanging outside the mess. It was a glorious evening, but even the beauty of the evening was not attractive enough to tempt me to become a meal for these annoying pests. Nets were a real necessity. 

That evening we lay on our beds for a while but as we had to be up early again, there was no reason to be staying up late. One had to book early for the cinema, something we had not done. We turned in, knowing that sleep is necessary and that another day's flying lay ahead of us.

10th October, 1943: Palestine rain

We were awakened before the flies could wake us up. We might have disturbed them for a change. Bill Taylor and "Shorty" were also leaving with us. An army captain, our passenger, was there and very soon after 8 o'clock, we were again looking at Egypt from the air. We had had a good time there, but other adventures lay ahead. I had no regret when leaving. 

We crossed the Nile - and Cairo - a vast city, opened out beneath us and seemed to spread out into the desert. A city built in a narrow strip of green in this vast desert, it looked so cut off from everywhere. Once over the river we beheld nothing but desert. In the morning haze, the "Red Sea" was but a watery grey mass on our distant right. 

We were soon in Palestine, but there was nothing to indicate our entering this land, known to all. Palestine - the "Holy Land" - was most of this land desert too? Soon the brown and gold of the desert was broken by patches of green. Orchards, probably orange trees, covered many acres of land, but the country did not appear to be green as England, with rich pastures - and fertile valleys. We landed at Lydda, and I felt thrilled that the least I could say was that I had stood on the soil of Palestine. 

My knowledge of the Bible is nothing compared with what it might be - but many stories flashed through my mind. Immediately behind the control tower was a public highway. Along this road passed a man riding a donkey - how like the days of Christ. The desert so near - where Christ went out into the wilderness. The orchards, and the parables Christ made using the orchard to illustrate his story. The weather was not too promising, so we were allowed to stay there until the following morning. 

We had only been there a short while when we had a heavy shower of rain. This, we were told, was the first rain they had had for months - we seemed to be the messengers of good fortune - for rain is needed there badly. It was the first heavy shower I had seen since leaving Scotland, and it was a strange experience to feel huge drops of cooling rain pouring down my face, without feeling any resentment towards the weather. 

A native of the country ran for shelter and stood near me. "This - no good for work", he said, but it was the way he ran that amused me, as though bullets were falling. There were many Americans around, on leave and coming to Palestine to see what all Christians have read about - the "Holy Land". We could not avail ourselves of such a grand opportunity, there was no means of transport. This was most disappointing, but I had to be satisfied with the little I had - having stood on the soil. 

Here, for the first time, I saw a locust, a huge ugly looking brute much like a fat grasshopper. We spent most of the afternoon at the mess. We changed the little remaining money we had into Palestinian money. 1000mils = £1; 50 mils = 5 piestres = 1 shilling. Being accustomed to Egyptian money it was easy enough to handle, one tenth the number of mils we had gave us the equivalent number of piestres. 

After dinner, Lofty met a friend of his, a fellow pilot, and we were all introduced to each other. Having spent some time at the mess, we all went to the camp cinema together. This cinema was in the open air, and the coolness of the evening - the starlit sky made the setting so complete. It was a most pleasant evening. Bud Abbott and Costello in "In The Navy" was grand entertainment, and enjoyed the evening immensely. 

We all walked back together and parted in the billet knowing we should be seeing them again at the next station. We were all going the same way. That night, thunder roared like an artillery barrage - the lightning almost one continuous flare.